Things have been going good lately. I'm feeling anxious though. I started really working my wrap business. I'm working toward my $10,000 bonus. It just feels like things aren't happening fast enough...even though it's only been 8 days...I am hoping that it will pick up speed as soon as I sign Cynthia. I'm thinking that she'll take off like a bullet. I talked to Elder chollet the other night. He called me to settle a feud that he and his companion had over lyrics to a song. He also checked to see how I was doing. It was good to talk to him. My parents meet with a layer and three divorce should be final at the end of April or beginning of May. My mom is going to move to Idaho and dad is probably going to stay in NM. General conference is tomorrow and Sunday. I'm wondering if I'll be able to watch it. Gabriel and I might be going four wheeling or fishing with some friends. I might get some headphones and just listen from the Mormon channel. We will see. I know I need to watch it or listen or something. There are a lot of things that I need help and guidance with and I'm going to pray to get some answers. Things have been going smoothly but the question is....how long will it last. I dunno. It's weird cuz things have been going smoothly but I just can't shake this anxious feeling and I don't know why. I need to go back to eating vegan. I felt really good doing that. It's hard to explain. Ugh I'm about to start and had a complete chocolate candy salty sweet craving that completely overwhelmed me. Gabriel told he to go to the store and get something. I came back with twizlers, a whole pack of Reese's, almond joy, kit Kat, York peppermint patties, and a huge bag of lays lightly salted potato chips. Gabriel said he's never letting me go to the store when I have a chocolate craving again! I don't blame him! I didn't want to go...but...you know how that goes. I wish Gabriel was more open to different foods. We both need to lose weight. He's gotta figure out a way to change his eating habits before it is way too late. It would be a lot easier if he would just try things instead of dismissing them right off the bat...