Sometimes I wonder how different my life would be had a made different choices. Could I have been married and had children like I planned? Don't get me wrong, I like my current life. It just didn't go the way I had originally planned. Apparently I was meant to do other things in life. It will happen when I'm ready.....or when Heavenly Father says I'm ready I suppose ;-)
I guess that comes from my up bringing. Every one I know back home is married and most are on their 2nd kids. That was supposed to be my life too. But it has gone a completely different direction. I don't want to be an old mom. I want to have children while I'm young. That may be naive of me to say, but it's how I feel.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Night time thoughts
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Dont fall into the trap that "If everyones doing it why am I not?" Were young and having a blast and experiencing life. Wouldnt you rather have stories to tell your kids about the one trip you took and how you got lost of how you spent two weeks in a foreign country where you couldnt speak a word of their language but still had tons of fun???? We have so much to experience and to learn. God knew we were wild and crazy and needed to get it out of our systems before we could settle down. He also knew that we needed to learn all the tricks our kids would try and pull on us first. Keep your chin up pretty girl! I miss you so much but love reading your blog to know how you are! XOXOXOXOX
ReplyDeleteThank you Jordan! It's hard not to fall into that trap especially with our background and being brought up that family is everything. It's one if those things that just lingers in the back of your head....
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I know. I feel like I'm constantly being bombarded with it especially living in Provo. But then I think of all the fun I get to have and that brings me right back to my happy reality. Kids are great... Just not yet!
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